You do not sound like a creep at all, and I’m thankful that you trust me enough to tell me about this.
You know, it’s the same for me. He was my very first crush. I’ve had more crushes, sure, but when I say I love him I mean it in such a deep way that I feel no one understands me - and no one does, at least between my friends in real life.
Some of them like that group, another is fan of this other group, and there’s others who just enjoy music, and thankfully not many of them judge me for liking an asian group (they sometimes like to joke about that but I know they don’t try to make me feel bad).
Still, my group of friends has become smaller after liking Kpop and Super Junior, mostly because they judge without knowing and even in they try to deny it, they are racists, at least a bit.
I can honestly say that I have 5 or 6 friends, and I’m only real close to a couple of them.
But you know what? I don’t care about that.
I like Super Junior, and I’m in love with Kyuhyun. Not in an idol/fan way, I’ve fallen
for him, as a human being. I love him, and I don’t regret it.
Also, I am lucky enough and here on tumblr I have met some incredible people who understand what I feel, and you know, friendship has no boundaries. I really love all the friends I’ve made here on tumblr and they give me all the support I need when I feel like giving up.
You know I’m talking about you Sineka, and Ala… and Steff, Jacey, Sarah, Tania, Marta, Ashley, Aci, etc, etc…❤
People are douchebags, really. And it’s normal if even some of your friends are. But think about how here on tumblr, those douchebags who don’t respect you and your likings dissapear, and only the people who understand you and support the same group of idiots you love stay here.
Let’s just love Super Junior together, and when you are tired of real life, come here and talk to me or all the other amazing ELF on this website.